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2006-11-16T01:18:27Z

Ya I'm a loser, get over it.

I leave you with this one brief thought

2006-11-15T18:56:08Z

Yay forced entry

2006-02-23T03:09:38Z

Mmk, so through a process of building threats it has become that wonderful time I like to call update time.

I only have 4 minutes in which to do this so it will be short.

Things going on...
Crew

Thats pretty much it, working at the school non-stop, especially during break. Didn't really do much else yet. Hung out with Jacque and her friends friday, then saw date movie with her and cat and her brother on sunday. Also saw When a stranger calls with Marley on monday, and saw II somewhere in the mix, i think after date movie, ya thats what it was.

The only other thing of interest is that I went skiing and almost died on sunday...i think, wtf the days are blending together, i went skiing, it hurt, the mountain won, thats all you need to know.

The show is coming along and I'm running out of time so this is the end of my update for now. Just remember, not all things that look like jumps are...ouch.

smilingpsycho @ 2006-01-13T06:43:00

2006-01-13T11:43:47Z

Thursday[23:15:27] rrcoastermanic: My emo brings all the razors to the wrist,
And they're like,
"It's sharper than yours"
Damn right, it's sharper than yours.
I could be happy, but I have to bleed.

One of the best possible things to wake up to. Not as good as Wednesday morning, but close enough, at least this wasn't a trap =P.

O Rly?

2006-01-05T02:34:42Z

at the threat of being attacked by the monkeys in the middle of the earth that keep it spinning, i feel it necessary to declare that I have a voice in my head named Frank.

Well i'm bored

2006-01-04T01:59:47Z

So its about 25 minutes until House comes on and I'm bored so I guess I'll update, but its long and boring so I'll probably lose interest half way though.

Mmk, so Christmas was pretty cool i guess. Didn't feel like christmas all that much, and oh ya, I hate St. Rose, they suck. Got to the High School to do the lights and stuff to find out they pulled the risers out...and i had just told swetts he could take down the riser lights for his class...fuckers. Ran around like crazy, almost fell down the catwalk ladder, ect. Made it work, then watched Christmas Vacation in the booth with one of the custodians stopping in every so often to join me. Thats what happens when you guys don't work with me, I watch good movies on my own, so ya.

Chirstmas I got lots of money, clothes, and finally an Ipod Video, thank god. Its already 1/3 full. Oh well, good fun.

Not too much happened during break, lots of failed skiing attempts, though it did work out that because of the failed skiing attempts Marley and I got to hang out and watch a bunch of movies. That was pretty cool, even when we had to go dig into the past to stay entertained as Kayla took over the tv room with the actor types. got together again monday because we were supposed to go skiing, but that failed, damn weather. That was fun again, Christmas vacation is an amazing movie.

Trying to think of any other cool things...oh right, how could i forget, hanging out at Jacque's house was awesome, sorta learned how to play darts. That was fun, especially when i almost won without having a fucking clue what i was doing. Played some hardcore air hockey...well i only played one game, but watched cat and dan play that was fun. Oh and we learned that Cat has rabies and never to let her steal my cell phone...it got more action then me...again.

Ok, so the most interesting part byfar was the new years party. that was pretty cool, even if it was only like 6 of us. Nothing like watching the serenity bloopers 10 times, "Lets go back to the part where jayne was brought down by a 90 year old...man...man boobs..." Oh and the fact that ryan is a spawn camper, in real life. Then there was the 5 in the morning conversation...but we won't talk about that. Umm the fact that i ddin't go to bed until like 1:30 the next afternoon was cool too, and i only got 30 min of sleep. Bad plan. Nothing like staying up for 36 hours.

So ya, there is no chronological order for that, just read it and hope your brain doesn't explode. And to summarize today...wet snow sucks, as does sliding off the road and almost dying.

smilingpsycho @ 2005-12-21T21:05:00

2005-12-22T02:05:53Z

so the short version of what seemed so creative.

The captain stormed onto the bridge, she swore she had heard the computer say something about a communication being opened to the admirals ship, but that couldn't happen, she gave her crew explicit orders not to communicate with the Admiral. There was no possible way, but she raced to the bridge anyway.

The door to the turbolift opened just in time for the captain to see the Admirals face appear on the main viewer. The captain went to shout "What the hell are you doing" but it was too late, the commander was telling the Admiral everything, just like he said he would. He disobeyed a direct order, and to her astonishment the Admiral was listening. Oh she was pissed, but it was working, or atleast thats how it appeared.

Ya thats the really shitty version of something that seemed so creative in my head, oh and if you're going to say something negative, fuck off, i don't care what you have to say.

smilingpsycho @ 2005-12-21T20:55:00

2005-12-22T01:55:25Z

merry fucking christmas

smilingpsycho @ 2005-12-07T15:20:00

2005-12-07T20:27:26Z

take one

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In August on a flight to Pakistan, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). In October I helped shoetier19 across the street (6 points). In July I pushed _differentview in the mud (-17 points). Last Monday I committed genocide... Sorry about that, takeastepback_ (-5000 points). In November I gave celestialfish a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-5001 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!

Sincerely,
smilingpsycho

take 2

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In April I helped oculusdeorum see the light (8 points). Last Saturday I bought porn for takeastepback_ (-10 points). Last Tuesday I punched thatcrazykid in the arm (-10 points). In August I caught a purse-snatcher who stole tennis_lover's purse (30 points). In February I ruled Asscrackistan as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points).

Overall, I've been nice (718 points). For Christmas I deserve a new dolly!

Sincerely,
smilingpsycho

smilingpsycho @ 2005-11-22T18:02:00

2005-11-22T23:02:14Z

[17:55] Thesmilingpsycho: <--crack baby
[17:55] darkxrosex: haha
[17:57] Thesmilingpsycho: its true
[17:57] darkxrosex: i'm sure it is
[17:57] Thesmilingpsycho: *does crack* *turns into a baby*
[17:57] darkxrosex: haha!
[18:00] Thesmilingpsycho: *crawls around retarded*
[18:00] darkxrosex: RETARD
[18:00] Thesmilingpsycho: *cries baby emo tears*
[18:00] darkxrosex: hha
[18:01] Thesmilingpsycho: don't you feel good now
[18:01] Thesmilingpsycho: you made the emo baby cry
[18:01] darkxrosex: MUAHAHAHAHAHAH

smilingpsycho @ 2005-11-20T19:43:00

2005-11-21T00:44:09Z

[19:41] ChaosofKarlz: tomorrow can be emo day
[19:41] ChaosofKarlz: omg
[19:41] ChaosofKarlz: that should be a spirit week day.. emo day
[19:41] Thesmilingpsycho: haha
[19:41] Thesmilingpsycho: do you really want to see guys in girl jeans
[19:41] ChaosofKarlz: no.
[19:41] ChaosofKarlz: but it'd be a really funny day
[19:42] Thesmilingpsycho: yes it would
[19:42] ChaosofKarlz: and the majority of kids wouldn't have to dress up

Hell week and all

2005-11-20T15:55:37Z

Well hell week is over, and while hell week sucks, the week after the show is always the worst. Theres just an empty feeling because so much time is dedicated to the show and then its gone. There is nothing there, nothing left to do but take it all down and watch it get shipped out. Then theres this 2 month period where nothing happens and complete boredom sets in. It sucks. Of course this one will probably be even more annoying because besides being my last fall hell week at NHS theres other social life complications but thats not important. Just don't be surprised if I'm on edge the next few days.

The show was a success for the most part, some errors every time, and remember kids, Norton Anti-virus is a fucking slut. That was the worst part, and it happened on both computers but hey, it got fixed, and now everybody loves me, so it worked out well =P. Thats it on the show, if you didn't see it you suck. Thats pretty much it.

I don't get it...do you?

2005-11-18T04:10:19Z

Ok so this day has been all over the place.

Started off with going and finding out that for some reason or other things between Marley and I weren't going to work out. I wasn't sure exactly why but that kinda kept my mind racing all day. After school sucked, the slides were retarded and we were there 2 hours for a 1 hour project because Greg decided to make phone calls in the middle because one of his leads screwed up her knee and there was no understudy. That was a trip, haha white crutches. Besides that nothing really happened, I sat and sulked for awhile. Also found a new liking for the song someday we'll know by the New Radicals (Track 7 on the red cd)-especially the end. Anyway that was my afternoon.

Came home, attempted to sort things out and get homework done. That more or less worked out, i go biotech done which is good, maybe I'll pass that class with more than an 80 this quarter. Went back to the school around 5:30 for the show and to have another chat with Marley about what she tried to tell me this morning. Got there and we went and chatted, I was right it was parents, or at least thats the suspected issue if we go ahead with it. There hasn't actually been any communication with her parents yet, only her sister and thats kinda raising some hope. Anyway didn't eat cause i wasn't hungry, kinda did a bit of sulky and setting up. Decided that it had been 12 hours since i had eaten 10 minutes before show and got a sandwich. I then preceded to almost die during the show, and learned some acupressure to fix the problem. Worked well for awhile.

The night ended on kind of a down note as we both could only pretend it was real for so long. I cleaned up as fast as i could and got out of the school, kinda pulled out fast and I'm pretty sure i saw brian's head whip around as i pulled out. Blasted music the whole way home trying to figure out some way to get her parents to look past the fact that I'm a senior.

Came home and we chatted about it, there might actually be a chance of it working and thats put this note ending on a bright note. Sadly she won't be around tomorrow because of a concert in another state *grumble*. Anyway thats my story for the evening.

Oh ya, the show was good except for a touch of nasty feedback...god damned mics. Maybe this time I'll learn not to play with EQ settings during the show...whoops. Anyway besides that it went quite well. Theres another show tomorrow at 8, everybody should go see it, its really quite funny and its not a hard show to follow. The acting is strong for the most part and the great and bad part is i only have one mic to control. Anyway I have a boat load of homework to do and an hour to do it in, but thats not really important to life is it.

WTF happened today

2005-11-17T04:16:31Z

I know its been awhile, and it probably will, but I've grabbed a free moment during hell week to describe to you just how much this one sucked.

First the crappy part
Dr. Pitkoff is a pain in the ass and is threating to take channel 17 away from the tech club so i was replaced by Matti and the whole administration of the tech club was switched around, but thats ok, as when i found out i was ready to resign to get away from the stress. That really ruined my day though for a long time. The fact that I'm even dealing with it now is upsetting but oh well, its over and I can go back to being happy and involved heavily in drama. I just wish Novia had been more forth coming about the fact that it happened, he waited for me to check my email. Thats my biggest complaint that nobody had the honesty and decency to tell me that they were replacing me with Matti-an option that i was more than happy to have happen.

Anyway besides that I've been swamped with work and been up late these past few days. They've been long but I've gotten to go on a walk everyday and thats cool. The first night it was Bill, Erik, Marley, and Michelle and myself I believe. We walked around talking about b/s and all that fun stuff, and then bill and I rolled down the hill and i think i broke my back, either that or it was Marley stepping on it =P. So that was nigh one. The next night it was just Marley and I as we had a few stories we wanted to share, so we went out on the track for a bit again and just talked. Sadly the sky was all cloudy and it was chilly.

Now I know i said that the day was crappy and thats only half true. Crew brought my emotions back up and they just recently sunk back down but I think this should pull them back up. Marley and I went on another walk around 6:00, and it was starting to drizzle a bit, but we decided it wasn't that big a deal and continued to walk around and joke all that good stuff. WE were walking and it started to rain harder but was still bearable. I checked to see the time and realized we had been needed already and started to head back to the school, but before that, I asked her to be my girlfriend. There hasn't been an official decision on that yet, but the reaction said enough. That part of the night made up for all the bad stuff that happened during the day.

Of course this now means that everybody is probably going to give us a hard time, but thats fine, i know you're just jealous.

Well thats it, I'm sleepy and i can go to bed so I'm going to.

It's hell week, do you know where your techie is?

smilingpsycho @ 2005-10-09T01:39:00

2005-10-09T05:40:06Z

01:38] Thepurplyone: what you do is put it on during pitkoff's time segment
[01:38] Thepurplyone: so he's the only one who sees it :-P
[01:38] Thesmilingpsycho: haha
[01:38] Thesmilingpsycho: yes
[01:38] Thepurplyone: you have to find like, hardcore meat porn... like slapping each other with whole hams and stuff

smilingpsycho @ 2005-09-09T22:57:00

2005-09-10T02:57:52Z

Its going to be a long year.

The current list, add more ideas here.

2005-09-09T23:34:55Z

If you Give a Jackass A Country

If you Give a Psychopath access to Chemical Warfare

If you Give a Prostitute Her Paycheck

If you give an Egomaniac a Microphone

If you give a Techie a Coolata

If you give a Trailer ho' a beating.

If you give a Gay man a buttplug.

If you give an Emo kid a razor.

smilingpsycho @ 2005-09-06T22:07:00

2005-09-07T02:07:20Z

New Idea.
The book If you Give a Mouse a Cookie. I'm going to add more books to the series and I need your help. Now you all know I'm not political, it takes too much fucking effort, so any bashes are strictly for the hell of it and feel free to add all the weird shit you can think of here. If you want to use Brian's idea and color code them I'll post them back into the main entry as time goes on. Send the ideas.

If you Give a Jackass A Country

If you Give a Psychopath access to Chemical Warfare

If you Give a Prostitute Her Paycheck

If you give an Egomaniac a Microphone

If you give a Techie a Coolata

If you give a Trailer ho' a beating.

If you give a Gay man a buttplug.

If you give an Emo kid a razor.

No update on today besides tech club meeting went on for ever, hearing yet again the story of the birth of tech club (yet each year it changes) from Novia (who else) which reminds me *adds another entry to the list above.

Ok thats really it, off to reading then early bed time.

Hmm well it's a new school year, guess its time to let all you psycho's stalk me again.

2005-09-06T02:49:24Z

Well there's no way in hell i'm updating about the summer. It was there, most of you were a part of it, i don't really want to update about all the wonders and bullshit that happened. Main summary, Birtday, Fireworks, lots of drama parties, not enough lan parties, I'm single.

Ok so today was labor day and tech club filmed it which inspired all sorts of fun quotes.

"I'm so emo i'm going to have to start cutting other people's wrists" -Me

Ryan: Where's Tasty?
Me: He's over there, you can't see him behind lauren.

Lauren grabs my tic tacs
Tasty: No. Those are people food.

John: We should get graphics to do our shirts, it would be cheaper
Matti: No they're kids, they can't be trusted
Me: Oh great, now we're using the logic they use against us.

Krys: Get out of there Mr. EMT
Me: Ya stop saving lives

If anybody remembers any other good ones leave them in comments.

Besides that i spent the entire day doing homework, and i spent the weekend talking to somebody cat introduced me to, Jax (Jacque), and Marley (One of the few cool freshmen). Lots of fun there, explaining why i didn't get anywork done this weekend. Thats ok though it was worth it. I think thats it besides the fact that this year i've had more work already then most of last year. God damn senior year. Oh well i'm off to bed.

Let the stalking begin.

smilingpsycho @ 2005-08-31T17:45:00

2005-08-31T21:47:24Z

1. Go into your LJ’s archive.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions

"Thats it for now, i think its time to go hang out with all the cool kids in the booth." (Context right before christmas break, having written the entry in headend room, i'm assuming after updating NTV)

My Turn

2005-08-28T04:02:11Z

Gong show and such

2005-05-08T04:08:53Z

The gong show was quite amusing, there was a few annoying acts and such, but for the most part they were either good, or just stupid but it was amusing, the lighting was orgasmic, thanks to brian, sasha and I. The strip lights set up on the front of the stage was hot and so was the cue that brian wrote for them making them cycle at varying speeds and such. Long story short if you weren't there you missed a great show.

Other stuff, I have lots of issues which i need to bitch aboutbut don't have the energy to do it now, there is a gradually increasing list of people and reasons that people are starting to annoy me like crazy. Expect a nothing held back rant in the next couple of days. I like all these people alot, and just have specific issues that have been left alone too long. Please do not get too offended by these rants, I still like all of you, but i personally feel certain things need to be addressed. Thats it for now

NIghtnight

Concert Day

2005-04-19T05:39:26Z

So for those of you uncool people that don't compulsively check away messages, I went to a concert tonight, at the webster theater in hartford, and it was awesome. 3 punk rock bands, The Ducky Boys, Catch 22, and Flogging Molly. Now everybody has heard flogging molly because i've forced it upon all of you at one point or another, but i had never heard of the other two.

The original plan was my dad would take dave and I and maybe brandon if he was around. My dad ended up not being able to take us so Dave's dad had to take us, which i was a bit nervous that he wasn't going to be able to tolerate the punk music. Tickets were all taken care of online and then we got there and i realized that it started at 7:30, not 7 so we had to stand around for about a half hour before we could go in. Found out inside that there wasn't any seats and it was a standing concert. It was a new experience, but it was alot of fun anyway. Took until 8:30 for the first band to come on. They were a crazy band from boston, know as The Ducky Boys. They were a very good opening band and got the crowd excited. After they went off Catch 22 came on. Catch 22 is a ska punk band. Never before had i imagined punk music to involve trumpets and trumbones, but it worked out quite well, except i wasn't impressed with the singing, of course its punk, so singing quality doen'st really count. The best part of the night was of course flogging molly. The crowd went crazy for them. It was of course the most understandable of all. The band was just crazy, they had the most energy out of all of them.

About the crowd, there were three rules set up, no crowd surfing, no moshing, and now stage diving. By the end of the night they were all broken. No moshing was broken during the first song of the first band. It was very lucky that nobody got killed during the show. Security was having a crazy day handling all the crazy stuff. I would describe this more detailed except i'm tired. I'll describe it better later.

Night all

well i guess i need to update sometime

2005-04-13T03:12:28Z

Way to much going on to describe everything thats been going on in my life. Pretty much hell week was hell, lost way too much sleep and am probably way behind on work. Mrs. Leone is a bitch and i hate her, she should go die now. Thats my basic recap of hell week, besides never ending days of working on boat turns and math portfolios. The show was amazing, atleast the first three, i kinda was spaced out during the last show, lots of crap on my mind that day. Also some random flirting, which i hope i'm not stepping on anybodies toes with that one. Details will be reported as i figure them out. Actually my dazed out day had alot to do with the ranodm flirting which was annoying. Oh ya, and I think anybody that did not attempt to see the show is going to be shot because the crew did such a "sextastically orgasmic" job with both scene changes and acting. Can't really say much on the actors, too hard to hear with that damn boat, well except for matt grills who has an awesome voice. All and all a great show.

This week, still going good, had a decent day yesterday, did nothing and got to relax for the first time in god knows when. Played some crazy diddy kong racing because declan was over during hell week and i got readdicted, mostly cause he sucks at any normal game i.e. tetris 64, mario kart 64, ect.) Been playing that non-stop and avoiding life i guess. Today was a bit more of a bitch, Craig showed up and we broke down lights, alot of it seemed to be just craig, his friend, and I. Not really sure what happened to the rest of the lighting crew. Anyway that was cool and i might go with him on a few local shows see if its something i might be interested in. Got quite pissed after carly ate my sandwhich though as that was my lunch and I had no desire to eat her's. There is a defenite difference in quality between a bee and a flagpole, and i don't care which one you think is better, eatting the other isn't the same. I over reacted alot i know, but i am tired and cranky, so i got quite upset about it. I feel kind of bad about it now, it wasn't that big a deal, but i guess the moral of the story would be, don't fuck with my lunch. Rest of the day was good, mr. culhane stalked me like usual, told him i couldn't work tonight, and went to some awards thing for my mom at westconn, lots of peopel saying what a great school it is, actually doesn't sound too bad of a place. Might have to check it out, but for now its bed time and i'll do more intelligent updates later on in the week.

So apparently I was hitler in a past life?

2005-04-03T06:30:55Z